When I look out into the world it seems as though, I am no body special. What I mean by that is when I try to compare myself to others in this world my life does not seem that special at all.
I struggle daily to just to be myself and enjoy the day, the job I have sucks and my life seems so unfulfilling right now. I don’t have a lot of friends and the people I do know never call me or come by to see me, hell most of them don’t even know where I live at, because they never asked and I never told them.
I live within my own thoughts each and everyday and that is a scary place at times. I work only to live paycheck to paycheck and it just seems like this is the best life is going to get for me.
I have my good days and bad days, I always show up with a smile on my face and make sure to speak to everyone I make eye contact with. I spend my days lurking around on facebook like a hobby when in all reality it is another form of an addiction.
If I didn’t know any better I would think this one was trying to kill me like the last one, I don’t mean physically, I mean emotionally. After all the majority of the news on social media is all lies and worst of all is is all negative news created out of lies.
I often wonder how so many people can fall for all the lies others have created in this world, you can’t trust no one, the politicians are lining their pockets with the tax payers money, while promising everyday hard working Americans a better life, but stealing from them in record speed.
The police who are supposed to protect and serve are always under scrutiny, the good cops are mad to look bad by the corrupt ones and yet the good ones won’t snitch on the corrupt ones because of a code they have which is the same code criminals live by.
It is sad when our kids are not even safe in the churches, because there are so many predators lurking around just waiting to catch them alone so as they can fill their little perverted pleasures and worst yet all the ones in charge of these churches have no problem covering up these evil sick bastards crimes because they feel praying fro them is going to make it all better, if praying was so great you would think things would be so much better then they are but then again who am I to say what is right and what is wrong, I am just a lost soul looking for my way on life.
As I sit here and write this it makes me wonder how many people actually feel this way and what are they doing about it?
I ask this question, because if you have thoughts like this or you relate to this story, I want you to know you are so much more than your thoughts!
You are so much more than your thoughtsYou just have to realize this yourself
You can take control of your life by actually taking control of it, we all have thoughts and that makes us perfectly normal, how we respond to our thoughts is the only difference.
What we feed our minds with is what creates our daily thoughts and in most cases will trigger us to have certain dreams as well, yes even in our sleep we are subjective to our thoughts and programming, which is a good thing when you pre-program yourself with positive information.
Stop spending time where it does not serve you the most, cut back on social media, and for gods sake stop listening to the news, you have news stations out there that’s only purpose is to stir up propaganda and keep everyone at each others throats thinking they must pick a side or else they will lose in this thing we call life.
Take Control Of Your Life Or Someone Else Will!